it would sound bad if I only said "I painted myself up and 
                                                      balanced my friends cock on my chest in a back-bend!"

                                                                              reflection refraction

"Cause I do know what's good for me
And I've done what I could for you
But you're not benefiting, and yet I'm sitting
Singing again, sing, sing again

How can I deal with this, if he won't get with this
Am I gonna heal from this, he won't admit to it
Nothing to figure out, I got to get him out
It's time the truth was out that he don't give a shit about me"

~Get Gone" ~Miss. Fiona Apple

                                  the night had started off innocently enough at LACMA.. at the lights xx

                                            nightmare and the cat! this.was.fun...

 i suppose I could start at the beginning.. it was all very physical for me even then..

all those quotes and songs.. "from the cradle to the grave".. we humans find it frightening and lonely that there are no limits. We seem to crave definition. We want to know where it all started, but that is also where it all ends. Round and round we are snakes devouring our tails.